Where is the line? You know…the LINE. The line between God closing doors, and having faith that things are going to work out? Yes, that line. That elusive, confounding, complicating line. How do we know when we are to continue having faith when things just keep going wrong? I am confused about that. Because I want to be practical and see that the costs isn’t going to outweigh the benefit. But the faithful part of me tells me to keep going, that its just the enemy getting in the way. Is that true though?
We say all the time “when God closes a door, he opens a window”. So when do we know that the door is totally closed and we shouldn’t keep pushing through? Because my nature is to fight. I want to keep pushing the door open, and then pushing it open again. But it keeps slamming back in my face, or it seems that way anyway. I can’t tell if that’s what’s actually happening or not. I feel the pushback and I want to fight, but should I? Should I just wait for a window to be opened somewhere? I don’t like waiting. I want to work at something. I want to keep pushing on the closed door, and keep pushing on it, because regardless if I am actually accomplishing something, I feel like I am.
So where’s the line?